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Standing Up and Staying Strong

Things are good.  They are really good.  I’ve made necessary changes and distanced myself from the negative influences in my life.  It was hard.  One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.  But it was necessary and I’m so incredibly grateful for whatever it was (likely my daughter), that gave me the strength …
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The next chapter

So there it goes. I didn’t have a choice.  I desperately hoped he would be willing to work on us instead of just laying blame everywhere.  I never tried to say I was perfect or did things right.  In fact, the more I learn through Al-Anon, the more I see how some of my actions …
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A year goes by quickly

Wow.  It’s been a year.  It’s hard to believe. I’ve always been a firm believer that everything happens for a reason even if you don’t know what that reason is at the time. I had to go through all the shit I went through last year to get here.  Wow…. I just looked at the …
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Planning to get better

I have a super busy day tomorrow.  I can’t ‘start’ on my getting better yet.  But I have tried to start planning how I’ll get there.  I posted about 6 big sheets of paper on my kitchen walls, and started doing a brain dump. I got the idea from the book ‘Getting things done” Don’t …
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What I’ve learned in a year

I’ve learned a lot about myself over the last year.  The story is long and a bit painful, and some day I will share it with all of you, but for today, I will share what I have learned about myself and how I fit into this world over the last year. I’ve learned: I …
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The media doesn’t make us sick…it just keeps us that way via @fit_vs_fiction

I knew I had a problem with my relationship for food long before I seemed help for it.  I went on diets knowing I’d fail….(although now I realize that I didn’t fail the diet, but the diet failed me). The past year has been an amazing learning experience and one of the most difficult years …
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What’s going on this week??

Well, I guess I’m feeling stressed and overwhelmed. I’m really trying to focus on getting organized and getting all my shit together because no one else is going to do it for me or help me. I’ve started my new job and while it’s part-time, it’s still long days. I have a lot of biz …
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Private Thoughts

I may as well be a single mom then, right? I get it, he can’t handle it.  He gets anxiety.  It sucks, if feels like shit, I’ve had my share of panic attacks.  But he’s not doing anything about them. He thinks I should just be okay with doing everything, never going out and not …
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I’m Angry

Remember the scene from Pretty Woman where Richard Gere is saying how he paid his therapist tons of money so that he could finally say he was angry with his dad? That’s how I feel right now..but about that ‘diet’ industry and society in general. I came across the following image on Pinterest through someone …
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Day By Day

I’m so annoyed I lost my last post. Well, at least I got a lot out. So, this one will be shorter because I’m supposed to be going on a date with DH, but it’s almost 7…don’t think I’m getting my movie… Anyhow… I had been talking about recovery. I feel so much more free …
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