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Sept 2, 2011

She kept ‘recommending’ an alternative to the dispenser I already bought. After telling her id rathe spend $3 for the convenience she kept making suggetions. Included using a glass mason jar with a scoop.  But that is a brilliant idea to bring when I go to the mall or park trying to make anbottle while holding …
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a;osin

This nervous twitch is getting worse.  My title to this post is indicative of that.  I didn’t know what title to give this post, and I just spazzed, and that’s what came out…along with me turning on some other weird screen. So that’s what will stay. I see the doctor in an hour.  I don’t …
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Random Rant

I’m starting to cringe at things.  You probably wouldn’t notice if you were around me.  And I’m finding there is a lot of stuff setting me off.  It’s becoming impossible to live in my house..even though I”ve hired a housekeeper. What’s the point in spending the money when the house is a disaster again within 12 …
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I can’t handle this

I had a break down on Thursday. I was having a pretty good week. Just came back from a group therapy session that went well. I felt like I was getting a good grasp of this Intuitive Eating thing. And I am. It’s a success, I know. But I can’t handle everything else. I’ve been …
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Breaking Free

An eating disorder, isn’t about food, or not being able to stick to diets.  It’s about so much more than that.  It`s about your emotional well-being.  What do you meanÉ… I’m ‘crazy’ because I like to eat food? My ‘eating disorder’ isn’t anorexia, or bulemia.  I’ve done some binge eating, and a lot of overeating.   …
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Intuitive Eating Principle #2: Honour Your Hunger

I think I may be having some problems with this principle lately.  Mainly because I’ve been throwing myself into work, and now I’m starting to forget to eat.  I’m becoming more mindless. In a way it’s good though because I’m sort of getting a better sense of how it feels to really truely be hungry, …
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Juggling

I can’t hold all these balls in the air. They are going to come crashing down any second. I’m only me.  Me used to be able to handle all the balls. But today, I can’t. I don’t want to.  I feel my inner child rebelling. I don’t want to feel what I feel.  I want …
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Ah. Here is something I can do on the subway

I really notice a difference when I stop blogging. I become less aware and am more likely to get down on myself. Despite my successes. I’m sitting on the subway for the first time in about a year and a half. I’m spilling over into the other seat and the poor guy next to me …
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I overate tonight, but I don’t feel that guilty

I have to go back to work tomorrow.  My commute is over an hour each way, and it means I’ll be lucky to see my daughter for two or three hours a day during the week.  It is stressing me out.  I am looking for something closer to home, but I also don’t want to …
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Do things for myself?

One of the reasons I’m having the problems I have, I think, is because I give (or maybe gave) so much of myself to others, but wasn’t getting the same in return.  I wasn’t getting the connection I wanted.  While I take/took care of everything and everyone around me, no one was/is taking care of …
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