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Standing Up and Staying Strong

Things are good.  They are really good.  I’ve made necessary changes and distanced myself from the negative influences in my life.  It was hard.  One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.  But it was necessary and I’m so incredibly grateful for whatever it was (likely my daughter), that gave me the strength …
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The media doesn’t make us sick…it just keeps us that way via @fit_vs_fiction

I knew I had a problem with my relationship for food long before I seemed help for it.  I went on diets knowing I’d fail….(although now I realize that I didn’t fail the diet, but the diet failed me). The past year has been an amazing learning experience and one of the most difficult years …
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It’s been a while

Sigh. I think I’m a little better than I was last time I wrote. If only because I’ve sort of taken care of one or two big things that were weighing heavily on me. But I’m still struggling. And I’m worried about what is coming next. I used to embrace change, be excited about it, …
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The Fridge Door

I open the fridge door. I look inside. I see the cheese. I just want to take the whole brick and eat it. I want to eat the left over chicken. The pasta. The chips in the cupboard. The chocolates on the counter, and the rest that are hidden. I want to drink till I …
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This is fricken hard

I said I was never going to get on the scale again, but something compelled me to get on. I now weigh about 60 lbs more than I did two weeks after I had my daughter. That’s about 10lbs more than the last time I checked. I don’t care about the numbers. But this isn’t …
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Bits and Pieces

I`ve spent over ten years stuffing my face with food instead of dealing with the emotions behind why I was eating.  and now I`m getting better at not stuffing my face and letting the emotions surface.  And its scary and it hurts like hell and I`m breaking down.  I don`t have time to be everything …
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a;osin

This nervous twitch is getting worse.  My title to this post is indicative of that.  I didn’t know what title to give this post, and I just spazzed, and that’s what came out…along with me turning on some other weird screen. So that’s what will stay. I see the doctor in an hour.  I don’t …
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Random Rant

I’m starting to cringe at things.  You probably wouldn’t notice if you were around me.  And I’m finding there is a lot of stuff setting me off.  It’s becoming impossible to live in my house..even though I”ve hired a housekeeper. What’s the point in spending the money when the house is a disaster again within 12 …
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I can’t handle this

I had a break down on Thursday. I was having a pretty good week. Just came back from a group therapy session that went well. I felt like I was getting a good grasp of this Intuitive Eating thing. And I am. It’s a success, I know. But I can’t handle everything else. I’ve been …
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Intuitive Eating Principle #2: Honour Your Hunger

I think I may be having some problems with this principle lately.  Mainly because I’ve been throwing myself into work, and now I’m starting to forget to eat.  I’m becoming more mindless. In a way it’s good though because I’m sort of getting a better sense of how it feels to really truely be hungry, …
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