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The Fridge Door

I open the fridge door. I look inside. I see the cheese. I just want to take the whole brick and eat it. I want to eat the left over chicken. The pasta. The chips in the cupboard. The chocolates on the counter, and the rest that are hidden. I want to drink till I …
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So what about Meds?

My therapist seems to think I’m managing well.  I’ve been making some decisions, or rather they were kind of made for me. I’m still stressed out.  I’m nervous at what is coming.  I am usually excited about change and whatever is new on the horizon, but this time I’m scared.I’m worried I won’t be able …
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Why does it always feel like everything happens at once

It’s been a fucking roller coaster the past week. I don’t know how I managed to survive it really. Maybe because the ride is still moving. All I really want to do is eat. I just want to go to the store and buy three bags of chips and sit on my couch and eat …
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Where did my happy go?

I’m not happy. And there are many reasons…I think. Or maybe there are none. I don’t konw. But I do know one thing. I lost my happy somewhere along the way. I was driving on Friday. A song came on and I cried. It was ‘You Shook Me all night long..” That used to be …
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This is fricken hard

I said I was never going to get on the scale again, but something compelled me to get on. I now weigh about 60 lbs more than I did two weeks after I had my daughter. That’s about 10lbs more than the last time I checked. I don’t care about the numbers. But this isn’t …
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