I’m not happy.
And there are many reasons…I think. Or maybe there are none. I don’t konw. But I do know one thing.
I lost my happy somewhere along the way.
I was driving on Friday. A song came on and I cried. It was ‘You Shook Me all night long..” That used to be one of my happy songs. It used to be one of the songs I would always have to dance to. I would always sing along. It would always make me smile. I’m not sure why it used to do that to me, but it did. A lot of songs did.
But not anymore.
I used to love dancing. Now I just love the thought of it. If even.
I used to be happy. Where did my happy go?